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yesterday was supposed to be a happy day. after all it was national day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! =] yeah. proud to be singaporean, i am. power98 was playing national propaganda-like songs. lol. but its okay, i like. =] but yesterday lotsa dirty linen was aired. all i can say, from what i heard, is that i knew it all along, and yesterday merely confirmed everything.. im not perfect. i have flaws. but i have been trying to make amends, those who have stuck wit me know this for a fact. many a time when i have shut up or stopped myself from doing something, just because. my conscience is clear, if you don't believe whatever i've said. why bother BAITING me and USING my words as FUEL against ME? since you don't trust anything i say, why bother ASKING in the first place. why don't you tell it to my face? it reeks of superficiality. either both ways or one-sided.. im disillusioned wit the so-called concept of 'friendship'. betrayal, distrust and backstabbing. im left speechless. i know my flaws all too well, but im also trying to make an effort. if you don't believe that again, well, i guess you don't really know me. and i don't really you. so don't judge me.. just wanna thank a few people for being there. =] gao-> my cargo, as always. =] don-> 'listening service'. ;] clara-> 'a friend in need is a friend indeed.' =] lingzhi-> zhi xin peng you 1314. =] jen-> for the company. =] jamie-> for being the person you are. =] at least i won't feel so alone anymore..
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